watched constantine wif gen this aftrnn..quite a nice show. like constantine's manner of talking. haha but if u're planning to watch, pls bk online. e crowd's crazy. haha i met gen at 1330 praying to catch 1350 show, though i noe impossible la. budden i din imagine e nx best seats are 1630. kaoz. haha
on e bus i saw sth which set me thinking. n once i start,cant stop. sorry. haha
there was this husband wife n daughter.but e couple dun look together. like nt compatible la. budden who am i to judge? n e lil ger was sitting wif her mum,squirming,trying to get closer to her.n i think she pinched the mother a few times, den her mum cldnt control n pinched her once to get her to stop it. n den immediately regretted it, kept apologising while giving her hugs.
at first when i saw this family, my first thought was, is this what i'll become in the future? in somebody's eyes, a mother, a wife. that all? will you see me for myself? then i was thinking, would i be as impatient as this mother? i think i will, most probably. another thought that crossed my mind was, would i really wanna bring a child into this world, full of evil and sins? partly after effects of constantine also la. budden i've had this tot b4 too. i stimes think of bringing a child into this world as a gift, other times, as a crime. it juz depends on hw u look at this world huh?
hmm still have other thoughts but currently incapable of putting them into words.
beginning to dislike vdae. highly commercialised. n it's only my 2nd vdae. can dun wan any more vdaes? miss those innocent daes, when vdaes meant giving sweets to all my frens, to thank them for being my frens. those daes are gone i guess...but i miss going from 3A to 3L giving sweets, shouting happy vdae! li3 qing1 qing2 yi4 zhong4 ar..
had a crazy thought just nw. if u dare step on my slippers, i shld take a leaf frm constantine's book, and gif u e middle finger. n if u step on my heels[ which i tot was impossible, but apparently some idiot succeeded], i shld crush ur toes under my heels. hahahahahahaha i am evil!
are you good? or evil? ~what you do in life echoes into eternity~